Once Again
Well, I've been tired of wasting time every day and always thought of starting a blog but never did. Once I decided to stop waisting time it only lasts maybe a week and then the waisting continues. For countless reasons I probably can't even remember all of them but I've heard someone say one time that as long as you continue to try quitting that still good....at least you're trying. I want to document my story so hopefully this time I will once and for all stop waiting time! I hope I can continue this and not fail....again!
I would like to say my first day was October 4, 2013 but several days before then I had little birdies whispering in my ear and constantly stirring the thought in my head that today needs to be the day that I stop the waisting! Well, after all the little birdies I did decide to try once again on October 4, 2013!! Here is how it started and I hope this is not my last post.
I ran in to a friend that had weight loss surgery (not sure how long ago) and she looks amazing! I spoke with her for a while and cried with her on how happy she is. Happy because she didn't realize how being over weight affected every minute of every day! When I left her that was the first time I ever thought more than 60 seconds about weight loss surgery. I've always swore that if I lost weight it would be from my life style change, not surgery! But I've failed so many times. I've let myself down among others. Surgery? I'm needing my gall bladder out and decide to stay in pain because I'm deathly afraid of being put to sleep. How could I want surgery? That would be a done deal...surgery! Maybe fail proof? I would know for certain that I would finally stop waisting time! I spoke to Roman about it and he was fine with whatever made me happy....surgery? Thought about it for a few days....then October 4 came and decided no...well, not right now! Hopefully there will be many more posts to this blog meaning I'm continuing my journey and will not need the surgery!
Main Addiction...COKE! I'm not a snacker! I don't eat unless the 3 meals a day...most days. It's a lot of what I eat...McDonald's breakfast for one...I hope I never go back there! All I would drink all day long was coke! Nothing else! I was addicted...wow.......WAS!! No exercise unless cleaning and running little girl every where was exercise. I know how to eat healthy and what to do. It's just a matter of doing it! When I was pregnant I had gestational diabetes and was very strict with my diet. I followed every rule and lost a lot of weight being pregnant. At delivery I was 5 lbs under my weight from before I got pregnant. I know the correct way to eat....it's wanting to eat that way and sticking to it.
On October 4, in the middle of the day, after my McDonald's breakfast, I decided it was time to stop waisting time...We went to eat for my brother's birthday at a Mexican restaurant and I ordered WATER!! With lemons of course....and when I took my first sip I will be honest with myself and say it tasted good! real good! Why don't I drink this more often? I had 3 glasses of water, no chips, and a light dinner. From that day till today I have 2 cokes. Today was my first day to not have a coke at all!! And, I'm still alive! Step one! I'm also trying to eat a little healthier as I start this too. I want to lose 125 lbs. I will break that up into 25 lbs at a time and give myself a gift per 25 lbs!! I will post my gifts as soon as I make that awesome list! I feel good...not lighter just not bloated...I have less gall bladder pain but some head aches today! I guess because I was pumping my body with caffeine all day....every day! I will way at a sweet friends house every Monday and hope and pray the numbers go down...along with all this body! I hope I will be posting again. I pray I do not Fail....again! I plan on posting pictures to come also so hopefully I can look back at this every 50 lbs and never go back! I will be praying. I know what to do and how to do it! I have all the motivation a woman could have. I will post about that later too! Till then...I will continue to TRY and stop waisting time~
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